Sunday, September 7, 2008
Neither would I dare to call the Leadership Training Camp a success nor a Failure.A mixture of both? maybe thats more like it.
Although its already a sunday, I still couldn't bring myself back to reality. The impact of the first day event still lingers in my head as though its haunting me.
Its like a tight smack on my face, the pain that heals, only the scars remain.
The scars itself bring in so much pain.
Was it a blessing in disguise?
That's another question i ponder upon
Once I said to myself i have to pull through the entire event and try my best not to show the ugly side of me. In the end i failed. I revealed it. I was too tired to hold on or i would say trying to "suck it up". It was too much for me to handle myself.
Deeply sorry for the cold night although it meant for us to rest in peace after the hectic week.
The one to one chat really made me think.
" Am I regretting it?"
"Where can i get the strength to pull through?"
"Can i clear all the mess created by us by myself?"
These are the questions that left unanswered till now.
To my dear main comms.
Lets stay as one through thick and thin okay?
We need one another to fall back on.
We are the only sugar phosphate backbone to our club
Only we can make the difference and for the subcomms to follow.
We are their light of guidance.
Lets light up the pathway for them to follow through.
I LOVE MY DARLINGS.
The camp cant run without you darlings. *HUGS*
Not to forget Pei Shan aka My Lesbian partner for the help. Sorry if i caused your skin to look like a lobster now. *wink*
~THE ORDINARY CAMP WE INITIALLY THOUGHT HAD GAVE US A WHOLE NEW MEANING & LEARNING POINT. Posted by Equinox at 11:10:00 PM
