Thursday, March 27, 2008
Too many things are happening simultaneously in my life now.
Sometimes i do feel dejected like my presence doesnt mean anything to any of the people around me.
Sometimes i wonder is there any respect for me?
I think im a useless creep.
I'm all confuse now. I need someone to lean on and cry with and make me stronger.
I felt that there's something i must do to change for the betterment.
But where do i begin?
____________________________________________________________________Sometimes i do feel dejected like my presence doesnt mean anything to any of the people around me.
Sometimes i wonder is there any respect for me?
I think im a useless creep.
I'm all confuse now. I need someone to lean on and cry with and make me stronger.
I felt that there's something i must do to change for the betterment.
But where do i begin?
Okay enough of that random feeling i expressed earlier on. I came to school today! surprisingly uh? nah its all for gooooood i guess.
Today, was the second last rehearsal and im proud that almost everything is done! but still im feeling super anxious for the so called actual day. So just pray hard that everything will work just fine.
Know what? the moment i reached concourse Kairos passed a remark.
"Nadia, I can see that you have lost alot of weight."
Yes i think i did. People! what is wrong with me?? keep on losing weight for no reasons. People out there are trying all sorts of ways trying to get themselves slim and fit and here i am losing it unnecessarily. It's not that im not being grateful for having such "metabolism rate" but this is ridiculous luh! ergh.
I would be happy if i can gain another 10kilos! seriously im no kidding. Posted by Equinox at 10:42:00 PM
